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in here i will try to write daily entries of whats going on in my life and random thoughts


08.24.2025 - 12:16 AM
what? i missed a day? i swear to god i wrote something yesterday.. anyways, today i spended almost the entier day playing with a friend while litsening to music, i litsened to a fuck ton of albums that i havent heard before, some of the highlights are: "JAPSHITFUN / Lolishiiit Split" by JAPSHITFUN and Lolishit", "FUTURE FUNK FOR CRACK by HEADSFUTURE FUNK FOR CRACKHEADS", "Cyber Trance by #ff85f7", "baby maybe by Napkin Terrorizer" and last but definetly not least "Carcass Grinder / Psychotic Sufferance by Carcass Grinder and Psychotic Sufferance", i didnt really worked on my tracks today, but still i want to share something, so here, these tracks are the ones im working on right now, speaking about my music im seriously thinking about deleting pomf fuckers, i really dislike it, but again (like i said on my last entry) i have worse songs, anyways im going to sleep, byebyee! (btw, i just realized that i didnt missed a day, i just wrote this at 12 am LOL)
08.22.2025 - 7:31 PM
oh my fucking god, i finished a song!!! WHAT!? yeah, thats the most interesting thing that happened to me today, to be honest im not really happy of the end part after the "fuck" but whatever, it isnt that bad, i have worse songs lol, anyways, since i dont have anything of value to say ill goon and sleep, tomorrow ill try to continue making more songs, tho i wont publish them yet, i am saving them for the album im working on, for now i have one song finished that isnt out yet, anyways, goodnight!!
08.21.2025 - 6:27 PM
i feel better now! it seems like the sickness went away and i can hear better, i worked a little bit on some songs and i started a new one! remember the pomf thing i putted at the end of the last entry? well i couldnt help myself but sample it, here is a little sneak peek ;), anyway, im going to sleep now, tomorrow ill continue on making music, ill also check an album somebody told me to check out before they release it, good night retard that for some reason is reading this, ilu ^_^
08.20.2025 - 6:27 PM
its ya boys birthday madafakaa!! today was a really uneventfull day to be honest, other than coming back from cartagena into the city where my house is i can only highlight two things, the first one is that 3 of my closest friends made a mix set as a birthday present, it was amazing, i genuanly teared up when i litsened to it, if one of yall are reading this thank you so much, i love you faggots, you made my day and bring a little bit of brightness into this dark word. the second one is that my little cousin and h is parents went to my house, they gave me a nice little cake, it was tasty, that little brat FORCED me to play that shitty steal a brainrot game, fucker, but i cant say anything, he reminds me of everything i was when i was little, hope he doesnt grow up to be somebody like me, i was planning on start working on tracks for an album but i got sick and i cant hear well, oh well, tomorrow is another day, well i dont know how to end this, uhh, POMF
08.19.2025 - 6:27 PM
hi, i think its bern 4 months without an entry here, i was lazy and kimda forgot about this (sorry T_T), anyhow, a lot has happened, thr most important thing is that i went to the psych and i tried to kill myself (those two things werent together, i first went to the mrntal hospital and after like two months i tried to end my life) ward and i met a girl there, i wont get into too much personal detail but we tried having a romantic relationship and we both fucked up badly in many aspects, i am trying to forget her, anyways, in a brigther note tomorrow (the 20th of august) its my birthday! im right now in vacation at cartagena with my parents, ive went to the beach and drinked a little bit, im enjoying my time! is something different from the usual staying at my computer 24/7 and helps me get a little bit distracted from the problems in my life, i will be back home tomorrow, ill try to post in here daily, i know ive said that a bunch of tines but this time i will! see ya :>
04.25.2025 - 11:04 PM
i rewatched the entire ika musume series (s1 + s2+ mini ika specials + ova) in one sitting, my head hurts badly but its worth it, i love ika musume, she changed my life for the better or for the worst, i also streamed the episodes while i watched them, i dont know if people actually sticked with me and watched everything from the start to the end but at least some people watched a few episodes and that makes me happy.
04.24.2025 - 11:08 PM
today i didnt do anything interesting other than listening to Rrrrrrr by Reizoko Cj so ill only talk about it in this entry, dear god, what a great album, reizoko cj is one of my favorite artists, i love him, this is my second time litsening to this album, the first time i only litsened to the main tracks but today i litsened to the bonus tracks aswell, everything about this album is perfect, just look at the cover art, masterpiece.
04.23.2025 - 10:15 PM
today i tried pizza flavored doritos, they were tasty, i like them. ive been dreaming a lot lately, most of the dreams are about me being in a date or dying, i cant really remember them that well. lately iv been obssesed with this video, i love wide girl anime. ive been editing some visuals for a 20 minutes lolicore mix thing, its my first time doing visuals but i think its going okey, not the best thing in the world but im proud of it. speaking of lolicore i havent upload anything to my soundcloud in a month, ive tried to make some tracks but i end up not liking them, im doing my best.
04.21.2025 - 10:01 PM
i have not write anything in a while lol, sorry, well, i dont know to who im apologizing, nobody reads this, anyhow, i havent gone to the bar but i promise ill go this week. normally i dont do much but now im doing NOTHING because some retard decided to hack 4chan, so now one of the main places where i interacted with other people is gone :D, i tried using altchans but they suck ass. i started to look for a job, i dont have any reasons to go outside and im tired of not having friends, hopefully they email back (last time i was searching for a job they didnt respond back).
04.13.2025 - 10:05 AM
i forgot to write something for the past two days (whoops). anyways, my bootleg goreshit shirt arrived! i really like it, it fits me well and is nice overall. i finally figured out how to connect last fm with winamp, now every time i listen to my music im scrobbling or something, im not really sure how it works, i just want to track the music i listen to. i take sleeping pills, they were useful when i went to school and had to wake up early, but now they are just annoying. i would stop taking them, but my mom really gets worried when i dont take my pills, so im taking them for her. im planning to go to a bar to meet new people soon, most of the time i cant talk with anyone, but when im under the influence of alcohol i become talkative.
04.10.2025 - 3:02 PM
im feeling uninspired and unmotivated to do anything lately, dunno why, i have a lot of free time to do a lot of things yet i end up doing nothing at all, i guess a lot of people have the same problem as me, wierd stuff. today isnt a very different day from yesterday, the only difference is that im going to the therapist later, i need to go outside and talk to real life people, if not ill die lonley, well not really, i have internet people but still, i need real friends, tho, i dont know how people do it, whenever i try to talk to people i get extremly anxious, please somebody teache me how to talk with humans!!! (; _ ;)
04.9.2025 - 1:38 PM
first entry lole, i woke up around 10:43 AM, as soon as i got out of bed i turned on my computer, now im listening to some music while finishing up this diary page. i just ate lentils with rice, it isnt very tasty but whatever. ill probably spend the entire day watching videos or posting on 4chan (something i do almost every day). my parents want me to go to an online school, but i dont want to study!! ever since i dropped out ive been more relaxed and comfy. im waiting for a bootleg goreshit mlfaw shirt (i couldnt afford the official one from kitty on fire). i guess thats it. honestly, i dont know if anyone will read this, but if someone is, thanks for reading!! ^^